random

iknowyouknowweknowtheyallknowandwe/theytellandiknowyouknow
prettycooleh?evenwiththem/youkeepingquietiknow
itissohardbutyesyesyesibemadandrandomandlaughinappropriately
and/orlaughatmyselfsmilingrandomly
iismadbutmadisgoodometimesonlyitcouldbebittersweet(itismostofthetime)
iknowwhatthey/youalldid/didnotdo/askishalltrynottocare
ishallrevelinthe(possiblyfalse)factthatiamdifferent/special
butitisstrangebecauseweareallspecialwhichmakesusallthesame
butishallcontinuetorevelinthefactthatiamsoabsolutelydifferent/special
otherscanbuticannot?
whoknowswhywetravelthepathwetravel?itistheLordwhodirectsoursteps
(orsomethinglikethat)
allthingsworktogetherforthegoodofthosewholoveGod
andarecalledaccordingtohispurposeRomans8:28
somedayishallunderstandwhy
tillthenishallbethehappiesticanbeandtrytonotcare
ifthatisthesolution
thesolutionistotrustinGod,yesyesandsoishalldothatthen

fakeittillyoumakeit
thoughiamsickoffakingthingsitissoverytiresome

ifyouhadactuallyreadeverythinguptothislineitwasfuntorturingyoureyes

andyoumusthavebeenreallycurious
oritcouldbesomethingelseiwonderwhat

My Story.. (:

I is have happy story to tell.. :D

Really, God blesses you when you decide to bless him. Many time we've heard this, but it has sunk in deeper for me (:

Let's see.. I don't really feel like blogging but this I must tell.

I decided to take part in Joshua Project 5 (basically by taking part, you pledge to contribute a certain amount of money to the church building fund. We're gonna be putting up a new building!)

and.. at one point I was somewhat broke. So I prayed.. "Good God I need money. I'm trusting you~!"

.
.
.
. (I want to talk with him)
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Yesterday I went to collect my money. That was why I was dressed formally/absent for a while. The government decided to give a sum of money to SPM top scorers (I'm a top scorer? God blessed~!). First time ever. There were 277 top scorers (what's so top about that right?).

276 people may not have this sort of story to tell; they may think of this as nothing.

I don't. I could easily have been left out. God is awesome~!

(This did not come out the way it should. But well, point conveyed.)

Story over. Or maybe just starting.. hm.

So I kinda promised miau that...

I'd put up pictures of him from last Saturday (Amazing G-race) in here LOL. I think I took more pics of him with his camera but.. he didn't really send me. O well. Too much of Miauness also cannot right?? Heh :D

Miau the superstar (photos by me~!). Nah go visit his blog>>> HIS BLOG hehe.
He posted a bit on the Amazing G-Race we had.
Nah. Go read Adrian's post on it (hehehehehehe).

I. must. be. mad. Yep. I feel randomly happy from school today. Can't remember why. :D

Joy needs no reason when you have Christ. Christ = everything = joy (??).

Nah. More random pics (photos by miau and I :D).
(I'm sorry but I had to put this up hahahah).

Fav pics~! Waha. Look at our awesome faces. How come la I look so much the same. Tsk.

:D Saturday was fun.

(stressed)

I'M DESPERATE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(i hate computings)

yaay


HAHhAHHAhHah

I am wondering..

if taking Computing instead of Accounts is a wise choice (I looked through accounts and it's actually not too bad).

Because right now, I am just a little short of pulling my hairs out/banging my head on something.

His notes so don't make sense! It's so different from what he taught!

What in the world does tedious order entry process mean!?!?! Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!

I do not want to take tuition for computing. Getting annoyed at my math teacher is enough. I mean, when the students are quicker than the teacher at math, something is definitely wrong.

But I really think I should take this. Ugh. I need some kind of help.

Oh and I'm taking Art as well. That just makes me happy though. We're doing oil painting~!

(Maybe I should just flunk and/or drop out from school and marry some random rich datuk. Yeah right!).

I'm going mad.

p.s. I want to travel the world! And go study overseas somewhere~! Yay. Which means I have to do well in Computing no matter what. Sigh.

on the topic of my lameness

stephfi says:
(: i shall give you trophy
stephfi says:
hahahaah
sara ; says:
hey
sara ; says:
for my efforts..
sara ; says:
i deserve it
sara ; says:
OKAY!
stephfi says:
i give u ice cream cone (without ice cream)
stephfi says:
boleh?
sara ; says:
tak boleh
sara ; says:
must have ice cream
sara ; says:
double scoop
sara ; says:
triple ALSO CAN
stephfi says:
okay give u five la
stephfi says:
teaspoon scoop
sara ; says:
lol
sara ; says:
LOL
stephfi says:
hahahaha
sara ; says:
lameeeeeeeee
stephfi says:
i know
stephfi says:
i'm so lame right
stephfi says:
aren't u proud of me
stephfi says:
u taught me well bakk~!!
stephfi says:
(:
stephfi says:
bangga
sara ; says:
bangga
sara ; says:
that i brought u up to not be like me
sara ; says:
see i'm NOT lame..
sara ; says:
hehehehehe
stephfi says:
=.=

..

..

people are starving..
we can not waste..
we can (and should) pray..

no reason

):

edit: (:
but then again... (?)
so it's a /:

eh?

I am bored. I am extremely bored. And before you carry on reading, I would like to warn you: this will be a post full of complains and bored boring rants. Or maybe not so boring la, I try to make it as interesting as possible. As of now, I shall cease to ever write the word(s) boring/bored/bawring/bore/boredom in this post. :D I've used it enough.

What do I write about? O right rants. Um my computer's lagging. It's really slow now. My gosh and my Internet connection is so hideous. I can't download attachment files properly, it's driving me insane! And when I chat using msn, people in PJ and Singapore can't get my messages on and off. Ish. ISH!!

I didn't get to go to camp. TZZK.

Um. I shall be grateful. I've been too hideous and black (!?!?).

In everything, I shall give thanks. :D

I shall blog about my day. It has been very unexciting. So was my week thus far. I shall write utter nonsense to kill my b______ (I promised not to use the b-word! yay). :D

:D

I happen to think that, :D looks really demented. Which human actually grins like that. Creepy.

Do you know that movie L Change the World? I love it. Must actually finish watching it someday hahaha. I watched Forbidden Kingdom. Kinda nice, only quite predictable. VERY predictable actually. My goodness.

I like this. Posting when you're b____ is somewhat fun. You write about nothing in particular to no one in particular.

I'm chatting with Melvin. Hehe Miau!

Omigosh omigosh I can download my files! I'm doing a newsletter. Header habis, newsletter pulaks. How to do the cover leh? Kill meh! Then revive meh! Ooh I remember using CPR to resuscitate a non-living dummy. Her name was Anne. The trainer made us call her Miss Anne. =.=

I think I shall post this now. I have been typing this on and off for about 25 minutes now.

<3 yah, reader!

Till the next time,
Stephy.. :D

Edit: Since I'm so b____ and refuse to sleep at 1:42 a.m., I shall colourise my post.

(wow another long post)