I..

I have a severe illness.

I cannot translate my feelings and thoughts into words.

I feel it. I think it. I understand it, but not quite. It's all a tangled mass of multicoloured ribbons that I have trouble untangling and straightening out. I don't know the stories in words; I know it as a whole. Like a multiflavoured candy with that indescribable taste. Slowly, I'm pulling out the ribbons, one by one. That's why I write in a journal to keep track of important (or rather what I deem important) happenings and realisations, quotes and Bible verses.

Why are my thoughts so tangled? It's neither here nor there. Sometimes I think this, others that. Fickle minded? Possibly.

Ugh.

God is my healer.

Anyway.

I just got back from Labuan.
It's a very boring place.
Historic but boring.
Or maybe it's beautiful and quiet.
How you look at it is up to you.
I prefer Penang.
Labuan food is so bad compared to Penang's.
Or maybe it's just the food that we were provided with.
Sleep deprivation makes you hungry.
Here are some random photographs.
I'm quite lazy to recollect and tell long stories here right now.

Clouds and sun rays over the South China Sea.

Doorknob in shared apartment.

Flowers outside the water sports centre.

More to come later I guess.

Some words from Saving Fish From Drowning by Amy Tan: You see, respect is lasting. Fondness is passing, a whim for a season or two, only to be replaced by a new fancy.

I happen to love this words for the truth of it.
Farewell.

p.s. Yes, I got tagged by you, Liani.

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silly girl...

*sniff

Stressed!








I have so much to do!
Drama pracs, two days of workshop, ignite here and there, gila punya maths homework (I procrastinated, kill me), two assignments, forms, newsletter cover (ishhhk!), ART! (panics), some Ranger's stuff which I kind of settled and... I can't remember what else. I am going mad (again!). AND next week is supposed to be the holidays. Haih. Hope I can have time to play sikit. Holidays are for me to destress! Haih prolly not going to happen. If my current mental state goes on till STPM next year, I'd be a confirmed loon before long...

But I guess, better busy than idle.

But I went kayaking! Gaha twas fun. But I felt pathetic la. So... weak. O well. Fun.

*Breathe in, breathe out*

My chains are gone, I've been set free...
:D

*runs off to kill photoshop*

..dots..

I owe this blog many posts. But I don't really care to be honest (hahahahahahah). I'm just bored right now. It' time to type out incoherent nonsense and show it off to the rest of the world!!!!

*evil laughter*

I finished my exams~! Yay. It wasn't too bad though I have to commit to studying consistently.

I'm going to Labuan!
I'm going to Labuan!
I'm going to Labuan!
I'm going to Labuan!
(I am a sad Penang girl who gets excited at the thought of going to someplace like Labuan. This is because I have been stuck in Penang for a long, long, time).
Best part is that it's free~! Some school thing.

It's a 08.08.08 day. Omigosh annoying. But then again the last time a 08.08.08 happened was a century ago. The papers are filled with/about it. Gaha. It's just a number... I know I know blab-blab-blab. Whatever la, sayang you all who sayangs this day and/or number. Or any other day. I sayang the dunia!!!(sometimes). I sayang my fluorescent green arnab! (:

Next topic..

I have no next topic.



Upcoming events that I may or may not attend:
1. One Life Revolution (12-14 August 2008@Gurney Plaza, 10am-10pm)
2. New Zealand Education Fair (I forgot when! It might be 12-13 August@Traders Hotel)
3. IGNITE! (16 August 2008@PFAOG, Hunza Sanctuary, 7.30pm)
4. Paradise Worship Live Concert (21 August 2008@Penang Christian Centre, 7.00pm)



(Oooh.. I should write my next post all in BM. Nantikanlah entri blog saya yang seterusnya.)

?!?!?!??!?!-Must improve on BM.

*off to watch RTM1*
Omigosh I'm not going to prayer meeting~! It'll be a little sad..