I am actually really bored right now. I should be sleeping but I can't. Why? My mind talks to itself too much until it becomes too noisy. You can't really sleep while it's noisy can you? Night after night; time after time it's all just the same things going round and round and round.
Before you read any further, I would like to warn you that this post will make no sense whatsoever to you. Unless, of course, you happen to think one heart and one mind with me, which will be really freaky.
I lost my original train of thought.
Round and round and round. Sigh. I can't tell much here; this is a public blog.
I tell myself one thing and yet I
know otherwise. I'm pretending. Pretending is self-torture. At the end of the day, you crack.
All I can say is
this is just insane. I should laugh like a lunatic and
be one.
God has His reasons and I trust Him. I am honoured to be hand-picked by Him to experience this. He
selected me.
I am truly honoured.
I will be..
There are greater things ahead than any we leave behind. - C.S. Lewis (this guy rocks but I have never read any of his books, must!).
Maybe I'm being delusional.
Maybe.
Statement: End of this year, things are going to change. I know it. I'm scared.