I saw big, fat, creamy, thick, white roses at 286 today.
So cantik and yummy-looking wor.
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Random:
A bell is not a bell until you ring it
A song is not a song until you sing it
Love in your heart was not put there to stay
Love is not love until you give it away..
(Oscar Hammerstein II)

And everybody say.. AWW~

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Portrait.

I couldn't scan it in cause it's too big. Scanner kecik. So you see reflection. Aiyo sedih. Nvm la. I have a new found love for portraits! Yay. Wanna make more when I'm free ^^. I don't know the dimensions la. Um. Bigger. Lol.

Done with 8B pencil. I love 8B pencils! Must buy more!! Expensive lo (I think?). RM 1.50 per batang. Prolly more expensive now. The paper is the crappiest paper ever. Art room supplies stinkzz. =.="

Click for larger view. Hapee. (:

Btw it's just some random girl half based on a pic I found online..

To Alex: It didn't take one month right!? Hope you're well.. (:

I want to rant!

Now I know why some bright Form 6 students do no do well in their STPM. It's because of the load of KK responsibilities they have to carry. So much of nonsense to do, I realise. Excuse me? Please let us study? Please? Go torture some other people! But then there WERE some brilliant students who got 4.0 but still was gila active in KK. I should look at that more I guess. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Can't wait for Christmas! No more school! No more STPM!!! But now.. have to be real. SUFFER!

Next is.. I dislike teachers who are biased. I really do not have respect for these kind of teachers. Teachers are supposed to TEACH and INSPIRE not cause trouble for students by siding OTHER undeserving student. Though since I am not a direct victim of this situation, I shall just shut up (for now).

You know.. I don't understand some people. I don't understand why they do what they do and say what they say (in a bad way I mean, it's not like someone decides to buy me Ipoh salted chicken and say "You smell like the moon" and I don't understand it). And.. IT'S JUST SO OBVIOUS! Apaladei. You guys need some acting lessons. But that's okay la, at least I can continue to see what you're doing. Though again, I am not a direct victim of this. BUT! You are slandering my friend(s) how can I just sit and be happy like the sun? By the way, people who say "ORANG YANG TADAK OTAK TU" out loud when the "orang" is just a few feet away is the one yang tadak otak (or rather 'tak tau guna otak') because otak tak tau kawal mulut. Congratulations to you. Am I mean? I'm mean right? But then.. I still.. pity them. I wonder what their working life will be like.. If you go about slandering people you work with.. you're going to have trouble coming you way. And I hope no one will be tertipu by them. Hm.

I can't remember what else I want to complain about, other than I might be going deaf and I should wear earplugs when bassing and that this is partially the school's fault for allowing students to play BLARING LOUD POP/ROCK/HIP HOP music every morning. What la. May all loudspeakers in school (at least the ones near my class room) drop dead. Ishk.

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I was going to write some sedih case thing about feeling invisible (in school) but then again whatever la. I'm not THAT invisible and.. sometimes the attention from certain people does not matter at all. I'm seen by more important people who make me smile and laugh. Besides.. My invisible God sees the invisible me. (:

I think I shall stop here. I'm hungry. I'm going to terrorise the kitchen.



Ooh I wanna share with you a picture! I drew it! (: So happy. Kind of my first portrait and it is not ugly!

(What la cannot upload the pic wan. Post it next time)

Btw bak what happened to your blog? Mati sudah? And Sin Yong what's your blog add? Woopsie..

Guess what I miss!

Remember when we used to play with paper lanterns? Ahh.. such bliss. I miss the heat, the glow, the SMELL! Yea the smell of heated paper/ candles/ small fires.. (could be something else but there's a distinct smell there which I miss).

I wanna be like a kid again and play with paper lanterns.. ^^

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wanwanwan

how come i want so many small small kiddy things?
eg: ice cream, beach, cake, paper lantern, I still want a rubber ducky ^^


^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ haha be sick of ^^s

HI~!

Finally.. FINALLY!

I feel like blogging in words. And I plan to blog some nonsense.. Because I feel happy-ish (:

1. GOD IS GOOD! ~

2. Today I saw a big-ish tortoise crossing the road. LOL! Then I saw this super sweaty man run to pick it up and he actually scolded it, wagged his finger at where the head WAS. Went inside ma. Cartoon scene la LOL.

3. I would like to introduce you to a few characters I created. Next time only I draw cuz I lazy. I want to nap la. Anyway, they are:
Babi Air a.k.a. Water Pig.
Babi Langit a.k.a. Sky Pig
Baby Bawang
Little Lobak
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4. Haiyo this is a long sad/ geram story of my friend. I lazy to repeat it here. What's the point la anyway since me putting it up will not resolve anything. I just pray that everything will be alright and she will no longer be mistreated. People who dare to mess with God's kids will surely "get it" from Him. How can a loving Daddy let people take advantage of His daughter la? (Take advantage as in she do all the work but someone else who did nothing get ALL the credit. V unfair.) So. He will def take care of her. Yay (:

5. I feel like cooking something tonight. Harhar. For school tomorrow. But dunno what la. Nothing much at home. Hmm..

6. OH YEA! I had a dream. It was actually really sweet.. but before I got to the possibly sweetest part which is the ending.. I woke up!!!! because I had to go pee.. =.=" Potong la. Now I dunno the ending aiyoyo..

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7. MUET on 25th la.. Nervous giler. Speaking paper (y do they call it speaking paper? strange) is later though. That is the most sweat inducing part.

Blablabla. To those who actually read this, hope you enjoyed my monologue! Lol.

JAGA DIRI~

sudah jadi photoblog?

aiyo

playing with pics is such a fantastically fun way to waste time

i lazy to post updates on my life cause it's the same old sad case thing
she thinks she will dream of other things
aiya

i still want ice cream

ice cream + beach = i want!

ishk